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Another feeling






Rasa sangat kelakar. sya suka spend masa fikirkan benda yang tak sepatutnya. Fikir pasal perasaan orang lain. Fikirkan cara macam mana nak tegur orang, macam mana nak bersembang dengan orang. Fikir kenapa sya buat macam instead of macam ni. But then again, I was never been so good about my own self. I always think that I'm such an annoyance to people around me, always think that I'm no good to them and can bring harm, never was a good friend and keep on hurting them. The fact that I was never good enough to befriended with them. Haha. lawak kan? Itulah yang sya rasa. Insecure sangat. It was trauma really. Not that I wanted that to be so. Never intended.

Well, kenapa sya macam ni? yup, semua sebab incident yang berlaku tahun-tahun lepas. sya tak pernah beri peluang kat orang lain untuk masuk dalam dunia sya. Itu yang sya selalu buat. People come and go kan? Tapi, I won't blame them. It is my fault.